I've found myself doing art not for creativity and fun, but for hopes for attention. I think that's not a good tendention, especially when in the middle of the process I'm asking myself how much views and favorites it will get, that sure sucks. Not to mention the envy for more succesful artists, which drives me sick and figurally sucks my soul out.
So, the question is: are you striving and torturing yourself in a race to artistical improvement only for mere appreciation and attention of others, and if that's true is it worth it?
My english may not be good, so excuuse me.